Friday, October 29, 2010

Sometimes Good; Sometimes Bad

I have always been a mommy's girl. Never really a daddy's girl. Maybe because I am closer to my mom than my dad. I spend most of my time with my mom and not really with my dad. My mom and I would always do stuff together such as: shopping, going for walks, or just hanging out together. But it was a bit different with my dad.

My dad and I had a different relationship. It was more quiet and not as much out there than mine and my mom's. My dad and I have some things in common, including: we both like horses, and hunting. But it's way easier to talk to my mom about personal stuff. I have a hard time just going up to my dad and just saying something about my boyfriend. It's just not the same with me and dad.

My mom knows me like the back of her hand. She can always tell when I am upset or just having a bad day. Not always is that a good thing because sometimes I don't want her to know what is going on. But it feels good when she notices that something is wrong. My dad has a way of knowing when I am bummed out too, but somehow me and him just end up fighting about it and getting mad because usually it's about something makes him upset too. Yes, I do wish me and dad could be closer, but the relationship we have now isn't so bad. However, it could definately be better.

So needless to say, I don't enjoy the awkwardness, and tension between me and my dad, but it's better than nothing. I hope that I will always be real close to my mom because every girl needs a woman in her life to help her out when things get hard. I will always love my dad and my mom, through anything!

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